Not So Good News
In May I was on top of the world. I had won the 65 plus State Marathon Championships and the 65 plus Australian Championships and I was selected to compete for Australia in the World Masters Championships in Portugal.
I was also coming to the end of my
66th year and in that year I had paddled 6600kms, (2800kms of that was paddling a heavy fully laden sea kayak across Canada) and I was feeling that nothing could stop me.
Unbeknown to my fit body and positive outlook on life something wasn’t going as well on the inside. A
routine blood test indicated that I had high a PSA (Prostate Specific Antigen) reading and the doctor recommended that I see a specialist as I may have Prostate Problems. I had no symptoms or indications that there was anything wrong, I felt so good and I still do.
The specialist sent
me for a MRI (Magnetic Resonance Imaging) which would give a better indication if I had cancer or not. After a weeks wait for the results the specialist indicated that the scans were not good and it was more likely than not that I had prostate cancer, but to determined how severe, I needed a prostate biopsy.
I was about to compete in the Avon Descent in a double 515 with Rob Jarrett so I thought it best to cancel my 27th Avon as there were several more tests and other issues to come. The World Masters Marathon Championships and my trip to England with Jenny were also put on hold.
When I went for the biopsy it was my first time in a hospital so I wasn’t sure what to expect and if I was going to be nervous or not, but I was okay. In fact the hospital visit was quite relaxing, the staff, nurses and doctors were quite lovely and caring and I came out of the biopsy procedure feeling extremely calm, stress-free and quite happy.
I refrained from paddling for a few days and then when I felt it was the right time I had two paddle sessions before standing on a wooden stake in the river. (The stakes are used to tie branches and brush to which helps to stop erosion, but after a short time the branches and brush come adrift leaving just the timber stakes in the ground.) This stake had broken off leaving a sharp point sticking 5cm out of the
sand. So now I couldn’t paddle for fear of infection and I could only hobble so I couldn’t walk anywhere.
It was another weeks’ wait for the biopsy results. I felt the news wasn’t going to be good but it was worse than I expected. I had grade 3 to 5 cancer in my prostate. I was hoping
to have an operation to remove the prostate but I was warned that if the cancer has spread outside the prostate then that will be much, much worse and I couldn’t have the operation.
So what do you do when you know the road ahead is going to be a tough one! Well on the way home from
being told I had cancer I took Jenny out for a meal. She has been with me for 41 years so it had to be the best and most memorable meal. I thought of Hungry Jacks, the ads are so convincing!! I hadn’t eaten a Hungry Jacks meal for years as I’m a pretty healthy eater but I thought lets go and see what we have been missing. Of course the burger didn’t taste too bad, the French fries though were too salty and Jenny couldn’t believe that I ordered a coke. I very rarely drink fizzy
drinks because of all the sugar but I didn't really think it mattered too much at that moment! We will definitely go back to the Rose & Crown next time though.
So to determine if the cancer was contained or not I now had to have a PET scan (Position Emission Tomography) to see if the cancer has spread so on Tuesday morning I became radio-active and had the scans. Of course I am hoping it hasn’t spread but I am prepared for graver news. I’m not quite sure what the consequences will be and what I
will have to go through if it has spread or even if anything can be done. It’s a mystery to me at the moment so I can only wait to hear.
I always wondered what other people would be thinking and feeling when they were told they had cancer. Now I know, but I took it quite well. I thought
I would be scared of death but I don’t think I am. Of course I’m not there yet and I don’t really want to die, and lots of people have survived prostate cancer, so why worry.
I have had the best life ever. I started ticking my bucket list off at 19 years old and every year since then I
have seen, achieved and done something special. So this is just another life experience and a bump in the road to negotiate so hopefully after an operation or whatever I have to go through I will be back on the water trying to win races, so watch out.
So for all you paddlers who can't beat me at the moment, I'm just giving you a chance to catch up. You better get out there and train.
So all I have to do now is sit back, go for a paddle or two, wait for the results and wonder what my future will bring. Hopefully I will know in a day or two.
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I have had no symptoms so if you are male over 50 years and you haven’t had a simple PSA blood test, do yourself a favour and visit the doctor.
https://www.cancer.gov/types/prostate/psa-fact-sheet#q3
http://www.prostate.org.au/
https://www.cancer.org.au/about-cancer/types-of-cancer/prostate-cancer.html